I’m a part of a global dehumanization experiment

Here’s how it’s going

The wind is blowing across the open field ; the sky is gray and the clouds closing in on my little encampment look like they have something to say.

I quickly grab a few things from the ice chest thinking I need to get some breakfast before the impending weather closes in.

I live alone these days ; traveling across the land as a nomad now, following the seasons and searching for BLM land where I can settle down for at least 14 days before I’m obliged to move on.

I’m a nurse , a writer and I raised my family while a social activist .

I was involved with many humanitarian projects.

I had a column in the local paper as a traveler and outdoor enthusiast.

Little by little this has disappeared over the past 10 years after being targeted as a “silent hit”; part of a clandestine , illegal government enterprise.

I live solo now , mostly by choice, because this life is not one you would ever want to impose on anyone else .

I have good solid relationships with my grown kids but keep my distance to allow them to live their lives as unaffected by this program as possible .

This is one of the most expensive and inhumane research projects being conducted by our intelligence agencies and the military and believe me, they have it down.

Even short term connections are interrupted.

Every single interaction is monitored and controlled.

If a relationship , a job opportunity, plans made to write a book, any attempt to secure housing , etc . wanders beyond the parameters of the premeditated narrative that has been assigned to me , its quickly and covertly interrupted.

Sometimes quietly , sometimes violently; but the criminals responsible for this heinous experiment will have their way.

Sometimes , it’s NOT even subtle, yet the most glaring and disturbing examples go unnoticed and dismissed by those closest to me adding to my dismay and heartache.

The clandestine and evil minds behind the curtain ( AI) skillfully creating the illusion that the disintegration of my life is due to my lack of initiative, my inability to speak up , my unwillingness to work hard or choose my own path and create a unique and meaningful journey.

If you know me ; you know that I have always made my way by thinking outside the box , creating alternate pathways through a roadblock and landing on my feet.

I don’t stop and I’m not easily dissuaded.

But , under the control of this compromised and illegal government research project I’m fading out like a vapor.

I’m calling it “The Great Human Override” .

Even trusted friends grow distant as they confuse the subliminal messages with the authentic voice that is still mine.

Proxy media posts are censored , altered or made up altogether

I am voiceless , having been robbed of the gift of personal autonomy.

I am choiceless ; any solutions or ideas I have to climb out of this hole are sidelined as soon as I take even a baby step in the direction of regaining a foothold in my life.

I will never give up, but I am somewhat resigned now to being on a trajectory that is virtually unreachable by anyone who may be obliged to help.

Few as they may be.

So , to answer the question I posed at the beginning ;

Here is how it’s going.

Its as if I’m floating in a clear invisible test tube vial ; right in front of your eyes ; you can’t really hear me and you can’t even see that I’m disappearing over time.

I still maintain my fiery disposition, my commitment to speak out against injustice and oppression using my trademark style of radical candor, but my circle of influence is dwindling.

More and more people meet me with preconceived notions about my personality traits that are as solid as if I’d been born with them.

It’s rare that I come into any situation fresh and unaffected by my targeting.

The well has been poisoned.

I’m watching myself fade away .

Im not however fading behind my own eyes ; I still hold to a very solid clear vision as to who I am.

Not sure that I can still make a difference while I fade away but I’m damn sure going to try.

End Game.

My body and mind are being held hostage; dedicated to science and stolen by a futuristic technology that has every intention of eradicating free will from humanity as we know it .

It has taken over.

All against my will .

I’m writing clearheaded with my feet on the ground .

Speaking a message before it’s time is not enviable ; or even survivable , unless you were born for such a purpose.

Maybe especially then.

I’ve had several foreshadowing events over this lifetime that have led me to believe that maybe I’m walking this road so I can signal its existence, give some semblance of a warning. .

All the while knowing that voices crying out in the wilderness almost never make a difference; until it’s in the collective rear view mirror.

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**it is estimated that there are 300K US citizens being targeted under this program and 6 million globally ( per Ana Toledo ; atty for Targeted Justice )

*if you meet a targeted individual; they need support , compassion and reassurance.

*NO GASLIGHTING or HALf TRUTHS.

*They have been abused and are reeling under a military level psy-ops which makes your average psychological mind game seem like child’s play.